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Monster Mammajam
05:18
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Verse
I don't like change
I just wish things stayed the same
I miss every summer day
Ever since we went away
I miss going to birch to see the stars
Missing beach runs in my car
You guy lay deep inside our hearts
This is a song to show how important you are
Chorus
Our chain of memories
I hold so close to me
I can't wait to see you
When we get back home
I know that you'll be waiting for me
So keep my spot warm
In your heart
Verse
The memories that will never leave my mind
I think back everyday and I find that you're always with me
Showing me the way
Well just sit back and relax
And the world will just reset
We'll keep on talking the same old shit
You always helped me with my deepest scars
Mending what's broken and picking me back up
Chorus
Our chain of memories
I hold so close to me
I can't wait to see you
When we get back home
I know that you'll be waiting for me
So keep my spot warm
In your heart
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2. |
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Verse
I can't take this anymore
I think I'm going out of my my mind
I'm slowly drowning every moment
And I think I'm running out of time
Make this go away
Bring me back to better days
When I was emotionally inclined
Pre chorus
But these insecurities are killing me
Please call security
They're eating me alive
It's do or die time
Chorus
Jealousy is my best policy
No time for apologies
Cause it's not my fault
Carelessly, I let you fall away from me
But these inconsistencies made me fall apart
Verse
It's funny how I can crack a joke but not a smile
I think I lose my mind
Cause I haven't seen it in a while
Pre chorus
But these insecurities are killing me
Please call security
They're eating me alive
It's do or die time
Chorus
Jealousy is my best policy
No time for apologies
Cause it's not my fault
Carelessly, I let you fall away from me
But these inconsistencies made me fall apart
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3. |
Waste Of Time
06:03
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Verse
I hope these words make you sad
Cause i was the best thing you ever had
But it's gone, when I'm singing this song
so people can sing along
to the mad times, to the bad time
You should have loved me when you had the chance
so this is our last dance
Chorus
Is it such a sin?
I'm addicted to your poison
and all your lies
You were just a wast of time
I don't want to be your friend
And please don't talk to me again
Without you I'm fine
You were just a waste of time
Verse
She's at your door and at your throat
I thought I told you to leave me alone
Cause you were the cancer in my life
And I hope you can't sleep at night
Cause the mad times
Cause the bad times
You should have loved me when you had the chance
So this is our last dance
Chorus
Is it such a sin?
I'm addicted to your poison
and all your lies
You were just a wast of time
I don't want to be your friend
And please don't talk to me again
Without you I'm fine
You were just a waste of time
Bridge
You tore me in half, you taught me how to laugh but mostly cry
and where the fuck was I?
I feel like I was blind
I've been lost and found
too many times for this so now I'm gone
I'm moving on
Chorus
Is it such a sin?
I'm addicted to your poison
and all your lies
You were just a wast of time
I don't want to be your friend
And please don't talk to me again
Without you I'm fine
You were just a waste of time
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4. |
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Verse
Lately I've been
feeling like I'm lost
I can't see straight
Feeling like I've lost my way
When will this end
When will the memories blacken
Chorus
Crowded thoughts
Spill out and inside of my brain
I can't feel anything but this pain
Verse
The days leave me tired
When will I find what I desire
Shattered and broken
Are the memories left unspoken
Misery
Here to stay
It gets darker with each passing day
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5. |
Better Half
04:54
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Verse
I know you're having
a tough time
but when you smile
the whole world shines
brighter than the sun
cause you're my one
Chorus
I wanna make your day
even when we're away
I cant stop thinking about you
but why would I
why would I want to?
Cause when you're blue
I'll always be there for you
Verse
Cause all I want to do
Is write songs about you
to show you I care
and that I am there
for you
Chorus
I wanna make your day
even when we're away
I cant stop thinking about you
but why would I
why would I want to?
Cause when you're blue
I'll always be there for you
I'll pull the covers over you
so you can sleep well
and when you say you love me
I can see it, and I can tell
I can see it, and I can tell
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6. |
The Creek Song
03:06
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Verse
I was walking
Through a waterfall
And we were talking
And I wasn't looking at all
I fell into hole
And lost control
My Phone got wet and I got hit by a rock
But it could be worse cause I could have had wet socks
Chorus
Cause we all fell into the creek
Cause we all feel into the creek
Cause when life hit you hard
I will heal your scars
So Get up again
And look to the stars
Verse
Sometimes it gets dark
And we can't see
But we are with friends
So we still believe
That make it back home
Safe and sound
There's those people that put you down
Try as hard as they can to see you frown
They can't defeat me
No one can
Chorus
Cause we all fell into the creek
Cause we all feel into the creek
Cause when life hit you hard
I will heal your scars
So Get up again
And look to the stars
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7. |
Birch Ave.
04:05
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Verse
You're still bothering me
still living inside of me
get out of my dreams
cuz you split me down the seams
I don't wanna see you anymore
cuz I know what you really are
400 miles away but still here
why can't I just forget you?
oh god I wish I knew how to
you taught me that good things never last and why should they?
Its just the past
Chorus
Keep being you and Ill be me
the one you dissolved to nothing
this is the last song ill be writing
maybe because Im done fighting
fighting the demon inside me that I call her
Maybe in a way I grew from birch avenue
Verse
you are a faded vision in a distant and lonely private part of my brain
that part of my life is forever stained
and i don't think on the time we spent or my fingers running through your hair
cuz I know you wouldn't even care at all
cuz I was just a fling
and you moved on to the next best thing
left me here for dead with nothing
Chorus
Keep being you and Ill be me
the one you dissolved to nothing
this is the last song ill be writing
maybe because Im done fighting
fighting the demon inside me that I call her
Maybe in a way I grew from birch avenue
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8. |
Exes Can't Be Friends
04:29
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Verse
You said you loved me
Well I guess you didn't love me enough to stay
But the memories of you still remain
And this god damn pain
In my chest
Where my heart used to be
And it's making it harder to breathe
I wish I could just live life carefree
Chorus
Fuck you I'm great
I think you made a big mistake
When you said this is the end
I didn't only lose a lover but I lost a best fried
My minds at war with itself
In this perfect hell
So I bid you farewell
And sleep all alone by myself
Verse
Im on the borderline of being fine
And being a fucking mess
Everyone I love goes
Leaves me all alone
My minds racing, my hearts pacing
And sadly all my sadness turns to hating
It turns to hating
Chorus
Fuck you I'm great
I think you made a big mistake
When you said this is the end
I didn't only lose a lover but I lost a best friend
My minds at war with itself
In this perfect hell
So I bid you farewell
And sleep all alone by myself
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9. |
Sea Goat
05:27
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Verse
Tell me why I sat around waiting for your call
When every thing I ever meant to say
Means nothing anymore
This is a song meant to remind myself that it's obvious to see
That you and me or any version of that is ancient history
Cuz I'll tell you what
You put me in a rut
But I'll tell ya what
The scene is over I say cut
Chorus
Tell me how in my deepest moments I dug myself out
tore my brain limb from limb
And there was never any doubt that I shouldn't have sat there and kissed you on that rainy day sitting there in the cold just listening to the Maine
Verse
Tell me why everything I did was all for nothing
and all the days to follow were surely something
tell me why I didn't realize sooner that you were wrong
now I realize that you were just a tumor and overgrown
Bridge
But now I know that you were just a lie
Found someone I never want to hide from
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10. |
Motions
02:57
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Verse
Can you sleep
Cause re occurring nightmare
is starting to get to me
Can you dream
As life goes on it gets harder it seems
As my heart continues to bleed
Chorus
I'm still the same damn person
Just broken and fragile
But it makes me who I am
So let my mind Unravel
Through the words that cut deep like
knife
This music saved my life
Verse
Tell me which has more worth
Me or the gum at the bottom of your shoe?
I tried so hard to do
Everything you asked me to
You laughed in my face and said
You want a change of scenery instead
I'm lost in my fucking head
Chorus
I'm still the same damn person
Just broken and fragile
But it makes me who I am
So let my mind Unravel
Through the words that cut deep like
knife
This music saved my life
Bridge
I'm not living I'm just going through the emotions
it's getting harder to hide all my emotions
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11. |
Untitled
03:32
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Intro
I will be buried in sadness
And covered in ashes
read cover to cover in this book of matches
I will be all alone
Verse
Fuck my life
Hit the lights
It's getting harder and harder to sleep at night
Shut the door
I can't take anymore
The lights are on
But I can't see
It's getting harder each day to be me
Should I conform
Or stay in my dorm
Chorus
I will b e buried in sadness
And covered in ashes
read cover to cover in this book of matches
I will be all alone
And I will be
A statute of madness
An artists blank canvas
As my memories fade into the blackness
And I will be
All alone
If you leave
Verse
Well guess what
I suck
I don't think that I'll ever be good enough
Well that's it
I give up
I don't think
I'll see the day
Where i don't have to hang my head in shame
Like this noose around my brain
I wanted to leave a mark but left a stain
Chorus
I will be buried in sadness
And covered in ashes
read cover to cover in this book of matches
I will be all alone
And I will be
A statute of madness
An artists blank canvas
As my memories fade into the blackness
And I will be
All alone
If you leave
Chorus
I will be buried in sadness
And covered in ashes
read cover to cover in this book of matches
I will be all alone
And I will be
A statute of madness
An artists blank canvas
As my memories fade into the blackness
And I will be
All alone
Because you left
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12. |
Trench
08:13
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Verse
Take a look
what do you see?
I see man broken down under the sea
his will is gone and he's gasping for air
he reached out his hand but no one was there
I still remember what she said
the visions in my head
that make me afraid to go to bed
maybe ill go on another late drive instead
sit in my car and dwell on the past
Chorus
Which path should I take?
I don't want to make a big mistake
but you don't know how hard this is for me
I think I've reached insanity
so how is it so
that he's surrounded by a million people but feels so alone
he's crying for help
but they can only help themselves
Verse
will I ever be?
good enough
for anyone
or anything
they just take from him
with an evil grin then wonders why his light burns so dim
Chorus
Which path should I take?
I don't want to make a big mistake
but you don't know how hard this is for me
I think I've reached insanity
so how is it so
that he's surrounded by a million people but feels so alone
he's crying for help
but they can only help themselves
Bridge
Why cant you see I'm just trying to be me?
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42 Eagle Fredonia, New York
42 Eagle is a 5-piece Emo/Alternative band that began in Fredonia, NY. Originally started by Jake Supovitz and Chris Egan
with Pat Hart. Later the band has evolved and added in drummer Corwin Sears, and a bassist Zack Sovocool.
Lead Vocals/Guitar-Jake Supovitz
Vocals/Guitar-
Chris Egan
Drums- Corwin Sears
Trumpet-
Pat Hart
Bass- Zack Sovocool
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